I think thats the only way I can describe my heart lately. Overburdened. I've been dealing with a lot of things, striving...but instead of things getting better in my heart and emotionally, somedays I just feel angry. It works its way out in stress...or when things don't go my way...I say things in my head that I would never say out loud. My temper is short. And I never seem to have enough time for anything. I'm tired. It may be because I am getting woken up between 4-6 times a night between 3 children. Or maybe I've been avoiding issues that God is trying to resolve inside of me. Life is good right now...Life around me...things should be getting easier...but inside me I feel like there is a war raging. What I need the most is time with My Father...time spent in prayer and worship...with no kids around. Seclusion and Peace and a place I can unburden myself. So thats what I'm starting with...I'm making that time for myself.
Off to work on this schedule for today...
- Pick up Living Room, Vacuum Couch, Declutter Desk/Filing Cabinet
- Pick up Kitchen, Dishes, Counters, Clean out Fridge, Declutter Rack, Table and Floors
- Laundry, Pick up My Room, Make Bed
- Quick Clean Bathroom
- Declutter and Pickup Girls Room, Vacuum, Make Beds, Organize Toys, Put away Laundry
- Declutter and Pickup Micahs Room, Vacuum, Crib, Organize Toys
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oh how i miss you. why does it seem i never get a chance to call you? i will! in the meantime i will pray for you! i love you!
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